Joker | Lyrics By Dax

Dax 

Joker Lyrics

Give me the beat and a mic, give me the freedom to write

Give me the vision to see my demons and beat 'em at night

Give me the pen and the pad, give me a couple of stans

Gave you a percentage but I'm taking home all of the bag

Give me definitive and unlimited amounts of people loving me

And call upon everybody who came before and tell them to come

And inject me with whatever they're smoking man, I'm sick!

But I think you know that already

You call me evil but how would you know it

Unless you live it already?

You think you're better right?

Because nobodies seen what you've done in the dark

But if I put your life in this light

You would crumble and fight to survive or die

But bitch I fucking knew that already

I ain't special

But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid

For judging a human, while you sit at home

And the whole world judge can't watch what you doing

Or follow and hate all your movements

I ain't complaining but I know the people who do it

Are sicker than me, and I'm sick enough I just might lose it

Yeah, you think you know me 'cause you double tap on a picture

I hate the fact that you judge me, it's driving me crazy

So when it's too deep I say, "Fuck it" and drown in some liquor

I write these verses in blood, I got chapters

For days 'cause my heart is my biblical scripture

And I ain't a prophet but I can predict

That you'll never catch happiness till you're the pitcher

So please continue to laugh

If I'm a clown, you a circus act

When I rap it's in a surgeons mask

'Cause I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion

From first to last

Then cut back with a message that's hidden in melody

Making them think and ask

If I was the one on the table pushing, giving birth to rap

Maybe it was me

Maybe you like all my music but don't really actually love me

Maybe you just want a picture

Maybe you just want to see me 'cause you need some money

Maybe you think that I'm happy

Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole

When it's actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me

I think I'm sick

I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic

I got a problem

I'm in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick

She cut a hole in my heart now I fill it with women

Who love me 'cause they think I'm rich

And if I be honest I just told a bitch that I care

But I really do not give a shit

So what's your excuse, what helps you sleep?

You leave a negative comment

Not knowing that what you sow, you will reap

I bet you smile when you post, thinking you're hurting me

But you see the way the brain works

You become what you speak

I need peace, but y'all can't offer that

I held my ground, I didn't sell my soul

I said fuck the fame, y'all can't take that offer back

Fuck a shelf, you can't take me off the rack

All the fame is not worth a heart attack

You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you're saying

But my bad, I forgot you were fragile

I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole

I forgot that I'm a villain

I forgot that I've always spread positivity, but you think I didn't

I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence

I forgot I'm better off alone

I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forget about my own

I forget I spend every waking second on my phone-

Come join my circus, I'm recruiting

I'm taking everyone who passes judgement

Bitch, that's including everyone who thinks it's so amusing

To put me down while I'm pursuing

The keyboard warriors that live online

Behind a screen that's just an illusion

Come, come, come, come join my circus

You fucking pricks

I'll fuck you till you love me, then pay you to do some tricks

I don't need a doctor, I need a bag of nails and bricks

To lay down on the floor

So if you fail to land a flip you can feel what I felt

When you tried to come sink my ship

Let me explain, you all help me financially gain

But I spend my money on mental health books

And read them just to control all my pain

I don't wear clothes, but bought this chain

And just like you this chain is fake

I wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness

Written on my fucking face

What'd you expect?

Did you think I was immune to what you were saying

And didn't see all of the disrespect?

Do you think I'm not human, have no feelings?

Or maybe you think I'm fucking weak and now I'm pleading

Maybe you think I'm just too good

And that I'm fucking cheating?

Or maybe, just maybe

You're blind and the hate inside your heart

Clouds your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme

Even though we all know I'm one of the best of all time (all time)

Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't-

Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league

Stop saying I don't believe in God just because you can't read

Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed

I'm not alone, I know there's millions out there just like me

JOKER Lyrics